Where does your power lie?

I know I don't have all that many readers out there in cyber land yet... in fact I could probably list them all on one hand, but let me ask those of you who read... where does your power lie? Define power, I know. Allow me to lead by example!

For me, music. Simple as it sounds, and yeah, it even probably makes me normal (who knew eh?)... but it's true. Music can put me in the worst mood, put me deep in thought, or make me the nicest guy in the world. I guess what they say is true, Music can calm the savage beast!

My Second worst influence would have to be thought. You'd be suprised in the power of a compliment lol. Today was no differance to this one. A girl I had hung out with a few times decided to follow my roomate home, one of those curious girls who you can tell never really did understand, but she really tried hard. Ok I'll be honest, not many people do understand me, espessially when I am in my element. Put me behind a bar, or infront of a computer with a challenge and I baffle the smartest people you can find. But anyway, the first thing she said to me was "wow, your face looks so skinny". Now, I was sitting down in black clothes so I really wouldn't have expected her to notice it at all, but... Makes me wonder, have I changed that much?

I think back to three months ago, the way I was... I see a lot of the same traites as I did back than, but at the same time there is this over whelming feeling in my mind... I think they call it confidence, but I'm not sure it's not something I've experienced for all that long. It's not just that... someone once told me long ago that there is one type of respect in this world that is universal, that is weight loss. People respect someone who has the strength to stand against the whole world, and change it for their better. I cannot say I changed the world, hell I cannot even tell you that the world which I interact even exists... but I do know that I have influenced other people to do what I've come to do really well... and most importantly I've inspired myself. I appoligize to those of you reading this thinking how dare he put himself before me... but lets face it, someone had to.

T.